A Humble Beginning

:)

2009-06-04T15:00:00.000-07:00

It has started but will it yield results?

Soon... I will know :)

Sunday..

2009-05-30T19:15:00.000-07:00

A day to retreat into thoughts ;)

Ever since I had came back to Darwin, i have been successful so far for staying away from games. Partially helped by my old facebook being hacked. (Could it be the act of nature answering my prayers? LOL). Had no hard feelings though, i just went on to create a new a/c the only dreadful thing is that i gonna have to re-add all my original friends x.X

The month of May went past in a breeze, lifted by the great holiday mood :) Lately, i have regain my passion to read books. Just completed another book by Jeffrey Archer " Path of Glory" , brought the book at $50! so i kinda force myself to read it lol.

Typing in a blog entry is just getting my language checked, hardly get a chance to type essay in NS. lol, Practically it was using Singlish/dialect all the way to get connected to our elderly during calls. Speaking of which, only 6 more mths to go!
Could still afford to go on two more holiday!! July & Nov! Avoid peak session!!

Another 6 more mths of enjoyment before i gonna reach the spilt path soon. Study/Work. I might just keep to the centre path which will end up like Jean, a siao kina. Then again, i will resolve both the issue of of balancing cash and experience at the same time. Should i at least try submit admission into SMU? i felt that i had the chance though, but devoting 3years into study alone is just gonna burn deep into my bank a/c. I cant eat good food, shop nor travel lol. Worth the investment? Like any finance guru reveal, past performance is not a future indication. Not everyone who completed their degree will be securing a great job though.

Plan to survive for my next upcoming 6mths. If i dont ever do this, i gonna starve at home to death or survive solely on mac delivery lol! That kinda sad. I dont want to depends on the mountain of instant noodles . Too much MSG. Kick start my running too , age is certainly catching up. I want to delay this onset!! The clothes at home is piling up on my dining table too, i might just get crush by them if they ever came down at me xD (abit exaggerate lol)

Lets keep discovering what suprises life has instill for us : )

忘了是怎么开始.

This is the time of my life ;)

2009-05-27T14:48:00.000-07:00

I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn’t see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin’ my world start to turn

And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

and I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I’m keeping my feet on the ground
Arms open wide
Face to the sun

I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
This is the time
This is the time of my life.
This is the time of my life.

I am ready to take the lead.

2009-05-25T19:35:00.001-07:00

Fresh from the trip, i want to keep my spirit strong. Rekindle my passion to truly live life.

Checklist.
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1) Do AWAY with games "completely"; ideally.

2) Learn to cook !!!

3) Resume my weekly running activity.

4) Do a proper finance planning for myself

5) Get a new leather watch and casual shoes.

6) Folding my existing ever piling mountain of clothings.

*Off topic.

7) I am ready & i will give in my best. No regret. Should i fail, its only mean that this isnt the time. I will just move on. Two weeks, that all i have.

Darwin Trip

2009-05-21T22:21:00.001-07:00

All good thing has to come to an end.

Started out on 16/05/2009, with 3 buddy - Weiming/Kaiway/"Chiho".
We have establish so much within a short span of 6days.
Completing the impossible and surviving on a budget of 700+/pax.

Reaching Darwin 4am in the morning, we took a cab to explore Darwin city.
Accommodation was priced at least 25+/pax. We wasn't convince at the rate, went to scout for a car rental too. By 8am, we had covered the entire city and took the decision to rent a car. Little did we realise, this was by far the most ideal choice.

Doing away with the comfort of a hotel, we went on a road trip with a solo driver. The two of us have a little private driving lesson as well. Naturally this only happen in deserted areas.

Darwin road trip has totally open up my senses. ALL the people we encountered in our journey were 100% genuine helpful and willing to share expertise. I was blown away by their kind hospitality. This kinda treatment can never be found in a fast pace competitive Singapore society.

The rest of the trip will then be reveal through the pictures. It tells more story isn't it ? :D

Somehow the picture order is messed up lol. Adjust another day :P

Will continue to add them when i am free :)
Honestly, This trip has totally exceeded my expectation. I am glad we are all back home safely though loaded with lots of insect bites. lol. I think i have found my love in life - the love to keep travelling! =)

In this moment!

2009-04-24T19:22:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5D74_wDDtTQ

Mother, can you hear me, for the first time, I see
Born into eyes not by my own decision
Take me away from a life with no vision

Step down from the subway,
Climb the staircase to the street
Spinning in circles and holding on tight
To this moment forever, if only tonight...

------CHORUS-----

And I, I, I, want to be in this moment,
No one can take it from me
And I, I, I, want to stay in this moment,
No one can take it away from me.

-----SECOND VERSE-----

Driving through the city, for the first time, you and me
Staring through windows at my own reflection,
How can a window emcompass perfection
Now that I know what it's like to be living,
This beautiful world will never stop giving
I can't return to a life with no vision,
Born into eyes not by my own descision...

-----CHORUS-----

And I, I, I, want to be in this moment,
No one can take it from me
And I, I, I, want to stay in this moment,
No one can take it away from me.

-----BRIDGE-----

Watching the world through the eyes of a child,
Sitting alone in my room,
Wishing that someone would take me away
Someday
(Someday)
Give me a chance and I'll show you it's real,
Open your eyes and you'll see,
That I'm stuck in a moment and no one can take it from me...

-----CHORUS-----
And I, I, I, wanna be in this moment,
No one can take it from me
And I, I, I, want to stay in this moment,
No one can take it away...
And I, I, I, want to be in this moment,
No one can take it away from me...

2009-03-18T08:15:00.001-07:00

This is a new entry ;)

Refresh, Renew and Rebuild.

2009-01-26T17:07:00.000-08:00

Recontruction is undergoing

Tribute to my Dad...

2009-01-18T00:19:00.000-08:00

爸:

身前穷. 我从未听你抱怨过.
我也不在乎生活有多苦.

相信依靠自已,不想给你麻烦.
钱也从未跟你要过.

爸, 你的一生都很困难
累了大半身, 你却没给我机会报答你; 养育之恩.

爸

你休息吧, 不用在和患病斗争了.

我会好好的走下去...

不愿什么, 只请求你能早日和妈重聚.

孩子也不能为你做什么.
我会把妈的骨灰安定在你旁边的

爸, 我还有很多话想说...

只能自责我认性.

哭完了泪水也不能改变什么.

爸

你安心上路吧...

A Brand New Year!

2009-01-12T22:01:00.000-08:00

Nothing has change.

Well Not exactly.

Found this on my email lol.

2008-12-23T19:11:00.000-08:00

Just wanna share them since its quite true! :)

"The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU Probably Make With Women- And What To Do About It…"

Here Are The Top Ten Reasons Why Men Fail With Women- And How To Make Sure YOU Avoid Every One Of These Deadly Common Mistakes…

-By David De PUG

MISTAKE #1: Being
Too Much Of A "Nice Guy"

Have you ever noticed that the really attractive women never seem to be attracted "nice" guys?

Of course you have.

Just like me, I'm sure you've had attractive female friends that always seemed to date "jerks"… but for some reason they were never romantically interested in YOU.

What's going on here?

It's actually very simple…

Women don't base their choices of men on how "nice" a guy is. They choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them.

And guess what?

Being nice doesn't make a woman FEEL that powerful ATTRACTION.

And being NICE doesn't make a woman CHOOSE you.

I realize that this doesn't make a lot of logical sense, and it's hard to ACCEPT… but GET OVER IT.

Until you accept this FACT and begin to act on it, you'll NEVER have the success with women that you want.

MISTAKE #2: Trying To
"Convince Her To Like You"

What do most guys do when they meet a woman that they REALLY like… but she's just notinterested?

Right! They try to "convince" the woman to feel differently.

Well, I have news for you… YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE HOW A WOMAN "FEELS" WHEN IT COMES TO ATTRACTION!

Never, ever, EVER.

You cannot CONVINCE a woman to feel differently about you with "logic and reasoning".

Think about it.

If a woman doesn't "feel it" for you, how in the world do you expect to change that FEELING by being "reasonable" with her?

But we all do it.

When a woman just isn't interested, we beg, plead, chase, and do our best to change her mind.

Bad idea. One that will never work.

MISTAKE #3: Looking To Her
For Approval Or Permission

In our desire to please women (which we mistakenly think will make them like us), us guys are always doing things to get a woman's "approval" or "permission".

Another HORRIBLE idea.

Women are NEVER attracted to the types of men who kiss up to them… EVER.

Don't get me wrong here.

You don't have to treat women BADLY for them to like you.

But if you think that treating a woman well means "always getting her approval and permission for things", think again.

You will never succeed by looking for approval. Women actually get ANNOYED at men who seek their approval.

Doubt me? Just ask any attractive woman if Wussy guys who chase her around and want her approval annoy her…

MISTAKE #4: Trying To "Buy" Her
Affection With Food And Gifts

How many times have you taken a woman out to a nice dinner, bought her gifts and flowers, and had her REJECT you for someone who didn't treat her even HALF as well as you did?

If you're like me, then you've had it happen a LOT.

Well guess what?

It's only NATURAL when this happens…

That's right, I said NATURAL.

When you do these things, you send a clear message:

"I don't think you'll like me for who I am, so I'm going to try to buy your attention and affection".

Your good intentions usually come across to women as over-compensation for insecurity, and weak attempts at manipulation. That's right, I said that women see this as MANIPULATION.

MISTAKE #5: Sharing
"How You Feel" Too Early In
The Relationship With Her

Another huge and unfortunate mistake that most men make with women is sharing how they "feel" too early on.

Attractive women are rare.

And they get a LOT of attention from men.

Most men don't realize this, but attractive women are being approached in one way or another ALL THE

An attractive woman is often approached several times a DAY by men who are interested. This translate into dozens of times per week, and often HUNDREDS of times per month.

And guess what?

Attractive women have usually dated a LOT of men.

That's right. They have EXPERIENCE.

They know what to expect.

And one thing that turns an attractive women off and sends her running away faster than just about anything is a guy who starts saying "You know, I really, REALLY like you" after one or two dates.

This signals to the woman that you're just like all the other guys who fall for her too fast… and can't control themselves.

Don't do it. Lean back. Relax.

There's a much better way…

MISTAKE #6: Not "Getting" How
Attraction Works For Women

Women are VERY different from men when it comes to ATTRACTION.

You need to accept this fact, and deal with it.

When a man sees a beautiful, young, sexy woman, he INSTANTLY feels a sexual attraction.

But does the same apply for women?

Do women feel sexual attraction to men based mostly on looks? Or is something else going on?

Well, after studying this topic for over five full years now, I can tell you that women usually have their "attraction mechanisms" triggered by things OTHER than looks.

Have you ever noticed that you see a lot more average and unattractive men with beautiful women than the other way around?

Think about it.

Women are more attracted to certain qualities in men… and they're attracted to the way a man makes them FEEL than they are to looks alone.

If you know how to use your body language and communication correctly, you can make women feel the same kind of powerful sexual attraction to you that YOU feel when you see a hot, sexy young woman.

But it's not an accident. You have to LEARN how to do this.

And ANY guy can learn how…

MISTAKE #7: Thinking That It
Takes Money And Looks

One of the most common mistakes that guys make is giving up before they've even gotten started… because they think that attractive women are only interested in men who have looks and money… or guys who are a certain height… or guys who are a certain age.

And sure, there are some women who are only interested in these things.

But MOST women are far more interested in a man's personality than his wallet or his looks.

There are personality traits that attract women like a magnet…

And if you learn what they are and how to use them, YOU can be one of these guys.

YOU DO NOT have to "settle" for a woman just because you aren't rich, tall, or handsome.

Let me say this again: If you know how to use your body language and communication correctly, you can make women feel the same kind of powerful sexual attraction to you that YOU feel when you see a hot, sexy young woman.

MISTAKE #8: Giving Away
All Of Your Power To Women

Earlier I mentioned that it's a mistake to look to a woman for approval or permission.

Well, another similar tactic that a lot of guys use is GIVING AWAY THEIR POWER to women.

Said differently, guys try to get women to like them by doing whatever the woman wants.

Another bad idea…

Women are NEVER attracted to men that they can walk all over… Women aren't attracted to Wussies!

MISTAKE #9: Not Knowing
EXACTLY What To Do In Each
Type Of Situation With Women

Now I'm going to blow your mind…

A woman ALWAYS knows what you're thinking.

Women are approximately TEN TIMES better than men at reading body language. That's ten TIMES.

I know, it might be hard to believe. But for example, if you're out on a date with a woman, and you want to kiss her, she knows it.

And if you don't know exactly what to do and exactly HOW to kiss her, and you just sit there looking at her and getting nervous, she won't help!

And this goes for ALL aspects of women and dating…

Approaching a woman, getting her number, asking her out, kissing her, getting physical… everything.

If you don't know what to do in each situation, you will probably screw it up… and LOSE EVERYTHING.

And you KNOW it.

It is VITALLY important that you know EXACTLY how to go from one step to the next with a woman… from the first meeting, all the way to the bedroom.

CHRISTMAS ITS COMING!!

2008-12-22T22:20:00.000-08:00

You better watch out!!

SHOUTOUT TO THE WORLD!

I wish you the best of christmas; holy night to keep you safe and sound.

TO ALL THE SINGLES!

Christmas is a joyful time to share your love!

TO ALL COUPLES!

Share your loves :) The worlds NEEDS LOVE!

Too much fightings; Too much bloodshed. Lets make life simple. Lets live with no regrets. Let love leads the way to heal our motherly earth. For only time will only know how great love can be :)

I cant believe ..

2008-12-07T08:07:00.000-08:00

The song "When there was me & you " is actually able to play ..

I shall spare my sleep time to fulfill an entry, despite having the obligation to wake up at 5am to cover my dear muslim colleague for their haji today 08/12/08.

EXACTLY 11 mths in service for me too.

Food for thoughts.

The awful truth about me. Great, i am opting for understanding. DO NOT use it against me, else i will personally send u to your grave.

On a 2nd thought, i should consider disclose at a later time.

lets do it the JEAN Style. K tell me instead or email if you choose too ;)

New Entry

2008-12-03T06:02:00.000-08:00

Dedicated to our team of life savers.

Because you guys covered me early so i could be home and be inspired to write a new entry.

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Just like the current in the sea that never rest, we are riding in this crazy path of life. Filled with unexpected twist in our calls and the unfortunate events that strike our teammates, forcing them to rest on the bench, unable to proceed for calls. Trust me, its not your fault. I would curse at the vehicles, the cruel fate but i cant ignore the genuine care we have as human on every individual.

Get well soon dude!

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Thoughts..

2008-11-25T21:34:00.000-08:00

If things were truly under my control.

I want to slower my footsteps..
In fact, take a step backwards..

Listen to what the World has to say..
Because even the World needs our attention.

I dont exist. I'll co-exist with you.

Shoutout to the World!

What do you have to say?

A Police Encounter!

2008-10-26T20:00:00.000-07:00

Totally -.-

lol. i cant help it but ROFLOL.

John & Jessica were on their way home from the bar one night and John got pulled over by the police. The officer told John that he was stopped because his tail light was burned out. John said, "I'm very sorry officer, I didn't realize it was out, I'll get it fixed right away."

Just then Jessica said, "I knew this would happen when I told you two days ago to get that light fixed."

So the officer asked for John's license and after looking at it said, "Sir your license has expired."

And again John apologized and mentioned that he didn't realize that it had expired and would take care of it first thing in the morning.

Jessica said, "I told you a week ago that the state sent you a letter telling you that your license had expired."

Well by this time, John is a bit upset with his wife contradicting him in front of the officer, and he said in a rather loud voice, "Jessica, will you shut up!"

The officer then leaned over toward Jessica and asked. "Does your husband always talk to you like that?"

Jessica replied, "only when he's drunk."

Random Surfing lol.

2008-10-13T02:14:00.000-07:00

Compo written by a student. Enjoy

Looking outside my window,got bird and boy. Boy eat bird, bird die. I see a rainbow outside. It was very colourful. I am happy because it is very beautiful. I see children playing with balls outside. All kind of balls. Football, basketball, baseball, volleyball....

My mom and dad come into my room and sit beside me on my bed. They look outside the window too. My mom is sitting on my right and dad is sitting on my left. They are happy that I am happy. Suddenly, some sparrows flew past. Our family dog then jumped out of the window to catch some birds.

Our dog is a very active dog. He eats a lot. He is an active dog who eat a lots. This is why he is active. However, he is not a very clever dog because he is mad. When he jumped out of the window to catch the birds, he forgot that our family lives on the twenty fifth floor. Dog die. Me sad.

This is a bad day for me looking outside the window because I am sad. I am sad because my parents just bought the dog yesterday. We are sad. Suddenly an aeroplane flies past the window. We forget about our dog and very surprised because we never seen an aeroplane before. As a result, we are happy because the aeroplane is exciting.

My mom is talking to me, but i continue looking out the window. She screams, but i still look outside the window. I am deaf because of the large sound from the aeroplane. We are sad again, buy happy because the rainbow is still in the sky.

This is an exciting day outside my window.

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10/10/08

2008-10-10T05:10:00.000-07:00

I just noticed a trend. The last entry was on 9/9/08.

I came back here on 10/10/08.

Cool figures.

Recent updates.

While Kaiway sounds like he is preparing to start his family and planning for babies. Hopefully i get to play with them soon! X)
I am still struck on the streets attending to call which requires ambulance assistance.

Thankfully, 99% it turns out to be genuine cases. Though i know i cant be on the run forever, i am still grateful to fate which has allocated me here.

6 Months into service as a medic already. I think i have covered all type of cases.
During every call, i always have to remind myself that i cant compromise my patients because we always have to set their safety and condition as 1st priority.
Really cant afford to make mistakes because it can be costly at times.

I am so touched too, having just 1/4 throughout my service; received 3 compliment letters in a single month while covering Rota 4. Looking towards having one with my own paramedic too ;)

Finally when i get my well deserve rest after off-duty, i was dropping dead tired in my bed. :) Chasing after lifes can really be tiring at times. When people tell me how lucky or easy life we are as a medic. I honestly dont agree with them haha...

A uber busy day can be easily classified as having your lunch at 4pm when our medical equipments have totally delepted and step into station since we departed 0730 in the morning. Taking precaution to protect self must never be compromise too because often we are dealing with diseases or virus which some could be air boned too. Basically, anything can leads to complication on ourselves if we arent alert.
People have to be on the run to experience 1st hand of our job scope because you do not know what kinda calls awaits you! :)

If i could have 1 wish, i would wish...

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Honestly, i wish i could remain as a kid. Just like Calvin! (comic strips with that tiger)

Yea.. I have been drifting away from a lot of things simply because i have decided to lead my own life. The system is already running and intact, i do not wish to value add further simply because i would want to overwrite the entire system all together.

And i know it will never happen anytime soon.

Growing up is sure tiring. Everyone is consistently pacing forward while i had to force myself to step back awhile to regain myself. I Do not want to lose myself in the progress.

I am all ears up for anyone who wants to dump all their thoughts on me.

With Regards
Eddie!

Just Can't Sleep

2008-09-09T08:14:00.000-07:00

For no specific reason, i just cant sleep. I guess its prompting me for a new entry today. Many people dont understand me, maybe they dont care. I will just do my part to help other's shed some light into myself.

Keeping a blog is just like your online diary.
Ranting your way through but it feels REAL GD! ;)

Gonna keep this entry short, simply because i cant make up my mind what to type.

I think i am losing my language, inconsistency is really killing me right here.

* I seek life and i would spend mine understanding it.

* I am a gemini , and yes spilt personality do occur.

* I take every moment of life seriously, though i look kiddish. -.-

* I believe things happen for a reason, for the truth may not even be found.

In life, i have learnt to undercover the weakness in myself. Its gonna take a huge dose of confident for me to rebuild them.

* I have always failed to address others concern for me, I just want to take things the hard way and learn it the harsh way. Sometimes its really tiring and i almost give in to fate. No matter how dreadful the situation, I have learnt to step back and give yourself some breathing space, to access and go into damage control.

* When I am gone, it does not mean that i have given up. The environment no longer need me because i am not feeling comfortable and the foundation that we have laid is strong to continue for future to come.

* I am sorry if i have make any decision without prior explaination. The shortcoming is trust. I do however have 100% faith in others till proven otherwise. But if that faith died off, I can only blame myself.

* I have my own share at times when i am slacking or rotting at times. As much as possible, i always tried to go running/swimming.

* My strength in motivation comes from your trust. It drives me.

* I am simple. it is you that is expecting too much.

* Mankind is equal in nature. I simply dont compromise.

Composing a new list when i have the time. Gonna sleep as i await my day duty tml.

Your Sincerely.
Ed

the rise of the blue moon

2008-09-07T06:03:00.000-07:00

i always cant find the sense to type a new entry but that is just an excuse. The truth is i am just like any other human , being lazy. Having to channel my energy elsewhere.

To get started again. Lets talk about myself. Since its my blog,8 months into service already. Finally typing some update thanks to technology advances, by typing this entry while on the ride home on bus through my dear phone. Unfortunately , the trade off was my hard earned cash simply technology is too expensive to stay with its upkeep.

I guess we will keeps exploring ;)

Wow.

2008-01-05T05:53:00.000-08:00

Something cool i received in my email!

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the
feelings
lived:

Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others
including Love.

One day it was announced to the feelings that the
island would sink,
so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the
only one who stayed.Love
wanted to persevere until the last possible moment.
When the
island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for
help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat.Love
said, "Richness,
can you take me with you? " Richness answered, " No,
I can't.
There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There
is no place here for
you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by
in a beautiful vessel,
"Vanity, please help me!". " I can't help you Love.
You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity
answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "
Sadness, let me go with
you." Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by
myself ! "Said sadness.

Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy
that she did not even
hear when Love called her !

Suddenly, there was a voice, " Come Love, I will
take you." It was an elder.
Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even
forgot to ask the elder her
name. When they arrived on dry land,
the elder went her own way.

Love realizing how much he owed the elder asked
Knowledge,another elder,
"Who helped me?"

" It was Time," Knowledge answered.
" Time? " asked Love.
" But why did Time help me? "

Knowledge smiled with deep Wisdom and answered,
"Because only TIME is Capable of understanding how
great LOVE is."

SO, TAKE TO UNDERSTAND HOW GREAT LOVE IS.

Work Work Work..

2007-11-03T20:02:00.000-07:00

My life has been exciting thus far. It doesn't seem to slow down at all, it has just reached a new peak with fresh happening.

Work -

I seriously aren't going to complain much here.
In fact, Working has been a pleasure experience for me. I am on contract with WN as Tech Support Engineer. I gave my 120% efforts for this job because of the environment, PEOPLE. Communicate is the key! Instruct them nicely and they would follow, be aggressive and be back fired.. I know it could be a boring job because you might encounter similar incidents and had to provide the same solution over and over again.

Nevertheless, i have manage to picked up vital communication skills and did a mini experiment on how people would react differently. lol, it doesn't take a kid to tell you the answer but its really could kill time in office.

My workdesk is spacious and i get to move around. Ideally, i seldom receive instruction or assigned tasks to do because its usually request from users we have to fulfill. I guess i am enjoying the fruits now till Mid December when i will prepare myself for NS enlistment.

What Fruits??

Dont expect any office to thrive without politics, it happens and a fact of life.
When i first joined, my senior helpdesk are already outnumbered and on ORD mood.
Eventually i was assigned to join helpdesk to support the daily operations.

Honestly, i was speechless. You have assigned a KID who has NO knowledge about the company's processes and weak Technical skills due to new environment. Chris, my employer who brought me in had since left. I am grateful he didn't just left me behind, the least he did was equipped me with SOME knowledge. By then, i have understand my buddy better, he was doing the same duty as me but was enduring with me.

First month handling of helpdesk between the two of us were hectic. I was practically doing resource pooling by seeking technical assistance and clarifying processes with staffs siting outside of Call Center. People would usually say
"Dunno anything MUST ASK, ASK till you understand" - i think its bullshit (You really have to endure the fact that many will start to complain because i am taking up their time as well) but with no alternative than asking because it is the fastest way to resolve user's problem and move on with operation. Eventually(Phew!) i manage to build rapport with them and things begins to turn out better.

After one month of absorbing books, reading solutions, seeking assistance. Situation finally improved and till date, I really have learnt a lot and am comfortable of supporting users with ease.

-Network Level 1 Support
-Enduser level 2 Support
Onsite user support.
Standby duty on weekends

within the short 6 months =)

Counting down now.. to my NS. I believe fate has been kind to me.

Thanks the company for the enriching experience you have gave me. People who devoted their time to guide me and my helpdesk partners who always crack jokes with me ;)

Next Post..

Friends

2007-08-15T07:00:00.000-07:00

Though not all friends are perfect, i am glad i have found some that are truly patient with life. Though they are few but it still better than living with a lot of hi-bye friends.

Good friends are nice to have while there are always black sheep amoung the crowd.

I always put up with the blacksheep perhaps which i think shouldn't cause its tiring.

Why must i tahan their irregular behavior which makes myself very tired. I shouldnt even change or adapt myself to them. We dont owe our friends anything so we shouldnt even expect anything in return.

Growing up while gaining more exposure. I know my decision is right and after all its for my well being. Even to the extend of discarding a friend simply because they arent worth the time.

Usually i dont give up easily, i tried to tell them directly/indirectly their attitude sucks etc. Nothing get into them, Words are always fall on deaf ear. I get the rubbish treatment after which i had to tahan again.

Now, i decided to move on. No longer patient with myself. If you question my decision and starts to wonder why i no longer talk to you, check yourself. It just means i no longer wanna hurt myself by forgo the friendship.

The old me avoid conflirt at all cost, avoid reality, avoid troubles. Now i gonna engage them and single-handedly take them down. If it cost me my image so be it, because you have to understand me before you can find the real me. I arent a saint, but i DO understand things. Our human perspective varies from person, i do not blame you for not taking my stand because it will be pointless if i had explain things, you would NOT understand till someday.

Growing up has given the strength to accept things and make my changes in life. I empowered my soul to bond a stronger faith in myself and analysing things clearer.

I do sound as though i had a fight with someone which i dont but i do foresee in the future to come because each of us have establish our own believes and abide by our pride.

I have tried my best. Good luck to those who truly deserve to begone.

Whoever wants trouble, get ur wits ready.

Delicate To Jean Yeo!

2007-07-29T18:39:00.000-07:00

Jean la that kina make in singapura goes to silat kana chop la with yoga end up banana really la la la just like asilah !!

la la la is an inside joke that is only known to asilah and friends. lol Nevertheless its still enjoyable.

A Sudden Delight.

2007-07-27T08:33:00.000-07:00

Brings out much thoughts in myself.

Behind my smile, lies mine confident.

And the trust i have in you..

Yet at times, i was killed by my thoughts.

I Wish human could be simple

But i know it cant be true. Else why in the world do we misunderstand one another. What happend to trust?

From the Taiwan My Lucky Star ='(

2007-07-19T00:53:00.001-07:00

I love this eps very much 18D... Haix Even i myself cried when i watch it again lol.... Fine, laugh at me if you choose to =)

我不走

我不会让你一个人留在这里的

我这一辈子最后悔的事

就是没有相信我们的爱情

因为没有相信你

所以才会离开你

但是此时此刻

我的人生不要在后悔中度过

不想要在人生的最后一刻

还对你说谎

我! 我喜欢你

28 May 2007

2007-05-27T20:46:00.000-07:00

The time has come.

Today is my day! A major step in life where it will tied you down with much more resposible and the ability to recover and withstand the impact. Of course, the scope in life has just expanded to infinite and i should be more aware than anyone else that i have been.

Within me there are lots of things i wanna say and waiting to explode. However, lets move on with life :P whahahaa

Your Complete Personal Test..

2007-05-16T17:37:00.000-07:00

The more reality test i have taken so far.

At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort... You have that inherent power to succeed. (I am consistently trying instead.) lol

Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life.

Everyone has to compromise at times and circumstances are such that at this time you are feeling the need to do just that. Put all of your hopes on the back burner and let matters flow for a time - forgo some of the things you want. The good times are just around the corner.

You are frustrated and stressed. You appreciate the finer things in life but at all times you appear to stay aloof, critical of everything and everyone about you. You will not be carried away by your emotions and you refuse to trust anyone or any situation unless genuineness and integrity can be absolutely vouched for. Therefore, you keep a strict and watchful control on your feelings as you must know exactly where you stand at all times. You demand complete sincerity as a protection against your own tendency to be too trusting.

You wish to safeguard yourself against criticism or conflict and to embed yourself in a protected situation. You are a difficult person to relate to and very difficult to please.