For no specific reason, i just cant sleep. I guess its prompting me for a new entry today. Many people dont understand me, maybe they dont care. I will just do my part to help other's shed some light into myself.


Keeping a blog is just like your online diary.
Ranting your way through but it feels REAL GD! ;)


Gonna keep this entry short, simply because i cant make up my mind what to type.

I think i am losing my language, inconsistency is really killing me right here.



* I seek life and i would spend mine understanding it.

* I am a gemini , and yes spilt personality do occur.

* I take every moment of life seriously, though i look kiddish. -.-

* I believe things happen for a reason, for the truth may not even be found.


In life, i have learnt to undercover the weakness in myself. Its gonna take a huge dose of confident for me to rebuild them.


* I have always failed to address others concern for me, I just want to take things the hard way and learn it the harsh way. Sometimes its really tiring and i almost give in to fate. No matter how dreadful the situation, I have learnt to step back and give yourself some breathing space, to access and go into damage control.


* When I am gone, it does not mean that i have given up. The environment no longer need me because i am not feeling comfortable and the foundation that we have laid is strong to continue for future to come.

* I am sorry if i have make any decision without prior explaination. The shortcoming is trust. I do however have 100% faith in others till proven otherwise. But if that faith died off, I can only blame myself.

* I have my own share at times when i am slacking or rotting at times. As much as possible, i always tried to go running/swimming.

* My strength in motivation comes from your trust. It drives me.

* I am simple. it is you that is expecting too much.

* Mankind is equal in nature. I simply dont compromise.


Composing a new list when i have the time. Gonna sleep as i await my day duty tml.

Your Sincerely.
Ed